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In most media depictions of sex workers, "we end up dead, alone or in service to Richard Gere for eternity. All terrible options."


I'm seeing an amazing guy who I met doing sex work — as in, he was paying me for sex. We share a lot of interests and have a great connection, and the sex is awesome. When I was seeing him for pay, I would think, "I would totally date this guy." We transitioned to friends-with-benefits several months back. Then some "I love yous" were exchanged, and now we are in a monogamous relationship. I keep thinking that there must be something "wrong" with the way we met, but maybe that's internalized attitudes toward sex work? Everything about our relationship feels positive, but sometimes I think, "Really? Dating your john?" Maybe I just need your OK to feel better.

Dating My John

You've got my okay — and Siouxsie Q's, too.

"People meet their significant others through work all the time," says Siouxsie, host of The WhoreCast, a weekly podcast about sex work. "But navigating love, sex and work can be sticky and difficult."

And when you're a sex worker, internalized shame and social stigma can make a "workplace" relationship more difficult. "In most of the stories we see about ourselves in the media," says Siouxsie, "we end up dead, alone or in service to Richard Gere for eternity. All terrible options. But sex-worker/client relationships occupy a wide spectrum. I have clients who I barely know. I have clients who I feel genuine love, affection and even attraction for. And while I have never dated a client, it is not unheard of."

So instead of worrying that you met your boyfriend working, Siouxsie suggests that you focus on what's working about your boyfriend. "It sounds like this guy meets all the criteria for dating a sex worker. He's not creepy, he's not trying to ‘save' you from your work, you have a great connection and great sex," says Siouxsie. "There is no ‘normal' relationship or ‘right' circumstance to meet someone. But when everything feels right and the only thing holding you back is this idea that ‘this could never work,' you would be foolish not to give it a shot."

Listen to The WhoreCast at and follow Siouxsie on Twitter at @Siouxsie­_Qxxx.

I think someone asked you a question about me and my amazing Boyfriend. I set up and re-rack the weights when we work out. The person who wrote saw me kneel and tie my Boyfriend's shoe and was wondering what was up. You told the guy to ask my Boyfriend. He hasn't asked, so my Boyfriend told me to write. My Boyfriend is dominant and I'm submissive. But we keep things very subtle in public. Observe us closely, and you'll see signs of my submission. But since we're not doing anything hardcore in public — no verbal abuse, no hitting — we don't see why we should have to keep it completely hidden. So, yeah, I tie His shoes. Not because He can't, but because He likes to make me. And He's amazing and amazingly hot, and I'd do anything He asks.

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Thanks for sharing, SLAVE.

I'm a woman in a relationship with an AMAZING guy for eight years. My man has this fantasy about seeing me fuck his friends. It comes up EVERY SINGLE TIME we have sex. He begs me to call out their names during sex. I love to please him and I find it super-hot. But we never talk about it outside the bedroom. How can I open up this topic without giving him the idea that I actually would let one of his friends bone me? If this was something that he REALLY wanted to do, I'd be willing, but how do I ask him if he thinks about actually doing it?

Please Help Me

Some people will dirty-talk about shit they wanna experience IRL*, ATKS**, and some people will dirty-talk about shit they never wanna experience IRL. But the only person who knows if your boyfriend wants to do this shit IRL is your boyfriend.

It's possible that your boyfriend wants to realize these fantasies IRL, but is so paralyzed by shame that he can't talk about his fantasies when his dick isn't hard. His own shame may have led him to misread the fact that you've never raised the subject outside the bedroom. He may be thinking, "We talk about it every single time we have sex! But she never brings it up when we're not having sex, so she must not be into it."

But it's just as possible your boyfriend doesn't want to realize these fantasies. You've spent eight years demonstrating that you're down with his kinks. So it stands to reason that your boyfriend would've asked you to fuck his friends by now if he wanted you to.

So what do you do? Grab a drink with your boyfriend and ask him to talk about his kinks. Don't say, "Hey, do you really want me to fuck your friends? Because I would — I totally would — if that's what you wanted!" Instead, tell him you want to talk about his fantasies in a general, open-ended way — because healthy couples can talk about their fantasies. Start by telling him what turns you on about these fantasies, and then ask him what turns him on about them. Hopefully, he'll open up and you'll get some clarity about the IRL issue.

But if he can't talk about his fantasies when you aren't fucking, that means you're never gonna fuck his friends. Not because he doesn't want you to — he may — but because realizing these sorts of fantasies requires open, honest and exhaustive communication. And if he can't do that (communicate with you), you can't do them (his friends).

* In real life.

** As the kids say.

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